too racey for facebook...

Month 1

It's been one month since I've been back...going on my 3rd year. I'm finally settling into the new place. I may not have all my things YET ( I'm sorry to bust your bubble...but lies and threats don't win in whatever world you live) but I'm making things homey. Today I finished putting Invictus on my wall along with other little signs. My students notebooks are done and organized, and I've finished my first week of classes ( happier in the new atmosphere) . I'm still not fully into the rhythm, but despite it being and even more hectic year...I have a good feeling. I have some matters of the heart to settle among other things, but as I firmly believe, everything will turn out ok if its meant to be that way. Now. time to sleep. I shall leave whoever is reading with some old school clips ( I've been watching my "favorites" playlist on youtube....it varied from beethoven's 9th to race the sun. I love the inconsistency in my life.

p.s.......yes...I was given the mic several times during this song....oh to be young again. hahaha. 

nevermind...i'll find someone like you

There are times I feel as if I'm fighting against a lost cause. Some people are meant to get what they want...and others are meant to settle. I'm not allowed to want to be wanted.Especially by whom my heart wants. I just gotta take what I can get.