I know that's a little dramatic...but...I'm not far from that feeling. I'm terrified. If I can get through this semester I will have proven to myself I have defeated one of my biggest demons. Sitting here looking at all the sheet music I have to learn from here until October I'm feeling very overwhelmed..and then I remember ..it doesn't stop there...I'm booked up until I go home in December. I never thought I'd get to this point, make me only wonder what will happen if I can get through it. Everything is so different now, even from a year ago. It amazes me how life is always evolving, always developing a new course or fine tuning an older one. I'm uber intimidated, but have to remind myself. I've got to this point because people have faith in me to fulfill the tasks. Time to let Alberto out of his comfort zone....
